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[evangelic]

I hope it continues to benefit you.

[-- Oh, maybe he should thank him for that. This is the weirdest thing to think about. He's still not sure why Jet bothered, since not being eaten meant Kamui would be hungry and therefore uncomfortable. Logic aside...]

Yes. That was kind of you, although my appearance warranted a different reaction. [No, Kamui's just gross and weird.] Why?

[reclamatory]

Yeah, yeah. [ Gonna brush off the weapon thing ... he thinks it's kind of sweet that Kaworu's so awkward about it. Maybe he just needed guidance. ]

I saved you because I like you, and wanted you to owe me one. [ Open about being selfish, but this way he can get another outing ... out of Kaworu. ]

[evangelic]

[Oh, well;] I like you as well.

[Owing someone something is. Kinda...nice. It means Jet wants something from him, which is a nice feeling. The concept of being used would probably seem cool to him too.]

If you'd like something from me, you shouldn't hesitate to ask.

[There is no need to save him or do nice things for him ever.]

[reclamatory]

Yeah, but you like everyone, don't you? [ He'll ask, for sure. And he's glad Kaworu accepts he's indebted to him. But he needs an answer to this first, in order to figure out how to work the guy properly. ]

[evangelic]

[Kaworu has been happily fraternizing with the likes of Cecil, so..]

Everyone has been very kind.

[Including Asuka?/? Including Asuka.]

[reclamatory]

That's nice and all, but doesn't that make it so that no one's special to you?

[ emotional maturity of a 9 yr old ]

[evangelic]

Each Lilin holds a unique value. Choosing one over another -- certainly some stand out among others, but isn't that also what the Lilin are most frightened of?

[reclamatory]

Well yeah, they're afraid to admit things are unequal. But that's why they let bad things happen. [ His voice goes a bit more... gentle now. ]

But hey, I kind of want to be special to you. You're special to me, you know?

[evangelic]

[Human ego is terrifying.

Without missing a beat:]

That isn't something you have to be concerned about, then.

[reclamatory]

And why not? Convince me.

[evangelic]

You've been especially kind to me. Though unnecessary, no one has tried to protect my life before.


You're very fascinating.

[reclamatory]

Aaand? [ You owe me? I'm really handsome? ]

1/2

[evangelic]

[Radio silence. The crows from Honey Boo Boo's house can be heard in the distance.]

[evangelic]

And I'd like to spend more time with you.

[reclamatory]

But you wouldn't like to spend more time with just anyone, right? [ omfg. sorry. ]

[evangelic]

Are you afraid of something, Jet?

[reclamatory]

[ ... well that both effectively catches him off guard and makes him defensive. borderline angry. ] What? What's that supposed to mean?

[evangelic]

You're distrustful of me, aren't you?

[ON THE OTHER HAND...]

[reclamatory]

[ ??? He's not used to someone being this way. Polished, elusive, evasive, strategic with his questioning ... or this is how Jet sees it. It makes him want control. ]

Of course I am. [ He tries to even out his tone now. ] You're a smooth talker. You say what people want to hear. You treat everyone with interest and keep the conversation on them.

[evangelic]

[TELL THAT TO EVERYONE FROM EVANGELION PLEASE. They're the only ones who never want to hear what Kaworu has to say, especially if it's good.]

It's because everyone here is so varied, don't you think?

[Contradictions are fun to hear.]

[reclamatory]

They can't all be varied and equal. [ This is painful. ]


You know what I think? I think you're more interesting than anyone here. [ bc his crush is gone... ]

More special, too.

[evangelic]

[Please don't point out HIS contradictions thank.]

In other words, your feelings have become deeper?

[Too many words.]

[reclamatory]

. . . Uhhhh . . .

[ how to answer this ...


what did kaworu mean?
this guy was a fucking mastermind trying to mess with his head. ]

Well, yeah. [ they were better friends now since kaworu helped him and he kind of looked after him and saved him from being eaten? jet liked to think... ]

[evangelic]

[gay panic.]

It's alright, Jet.

[Judging from Shinji, the general state of WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING ME PLEASE DON'T TOUCH ME DON'T HOLD MY HAND FOR NO REASON-sentiment Haven puts forth, and lastly, the hesitation in his voice, Kaworu figures he's having difficulty coming to terms with his ...feelings? Feelings are weirdly difficult for the Lilin. Every feeling.]

Because I love you, too.

1/3

[reclamatory]

. . . [ It sounds like the beginning of "what" but since it drags on and gets caught up in confusion it sounds more like "oohhwwwwwhh--" yeah

also, cue stupid "ahuhuhuh" giggle ]